My Heart Drippings Went Into This Post! – The Evolution of Writing a Painful Memoir on Caregiving & Family Drama Is Transformative

I’ve got a story to tell.  I’ve mentioned it over the years in my blog, starting out with the series entitled, Terror on the Caregiver.

It is about how I am left feeling betrayed by my siblings and other family members, as I earnestly served as my mother’s sole caregiver, until her ascension.  It is a very painful story to tell, even nearly 10 years after the rivalry began.

I often stop, then start writing.  That’s because writing the story hurts me.  I recently hinted at this back and forth feeling in the post Maybe Is the Theme, dated February 1, 2022.  Each time I make substantial progress, I uncover yet another level of emotions, going through transformative experiences, examining myself, and trying to understand how God works each time.

As of today, the pain of the story becomes unbearable only on occasion.  Now, I accept that I must author this story for authoring it will give me the power to formally end hurting inside, and ultimately free myself from it. Continue reading “My Heart Drippings Went Into This Post! – The Evolution of Writing a Painful Memoir on Caregiving & Family Drama Is Transformative”

If U Poke Ur Tongue At Me – Then Make Sure It’s Clean – It’s Ur First-Line Immune Organ – A Tongue Scraper Is A Great Gift 2!

I am so happy that I was indoctrinated into holistic health practices over 20 years ago.  It has been especially helpful to be in this mindset prior to COVID19.  It has made me more open and enthusiastic to learn about the wonders of the human body.   

Today, I am open to sharing the functions of the human tongue.  

It has led me to conclude that Holistic Health is Spiritual.  Practicing holistic health protocols, not only includes practicing spiritual rituals, but it is also the spirit of living in itself.

My years of practice led me to learn more about how our bodies function, which is clearly miraculous!  When you really take the time to research how the human body works, in reaction to diet, medicine, toxins, and state of mind, you too will see that God is real.  Only the divine spirit could make our bodies so ingenious.  Continue reading “If U Poke Ur Tongue At Me – Then Make Sure It’s Clean – It’s Ur First-Line Immune Organ – A Tongue Scraper Is A Great Gift 2!”